I didn’t find any good enough hobby in this 35 years of life that didn’t fade after some time. At moment I’m very empty inside, I spend half day sleeping and other half working, everything looks expansive to do, I give up on everything, I’m keeping myself alive because I’m just scared of the pain and I can’t imagine stop existing.
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banana_meccanica@feddit.itto Asklemmy@lemmy.ml•How is your experience on the Fediverse?74·2 years agoToo much extremist and people who just here to sell their blogs, website, onlyfans, ect.
banana_meccanica@feddit.itto Asklemmy@lemmy.ml•Why don’t application developers who have abandoned their development make the code they don’t need open source?381·2 years agoBecause their code is a mess, ugly and full of bugs, that is better burn to the roots that trying to fix it.
banana_meccanica@feddit.itto Ukraine@sopuli.xyz•The wife of a Russian soldier complains that they've received absolutely no money.84·2 years agoAnd this the first big mistake of become a soldier in a war during this times. That’s why many europeans will not fight for their countries aswell, there isnt a rich paycheck waiting you, only misery and death, warlords games sitting on their red chairs around long table, I can’t believe that still there is someone doing the soldier, expecially the attackers, who are this people to accept invading another country? Thiefs, murders, evil guys.
Inner peace
banana_meccanica@feddit.itto Asklemmy@lemmy.ml•In your opinion, what's the age limit for Trick r Treating?46·2 years ago12-13 in Europe.
banana_meccanica@feddit.itto Asklemmy@lemmy.ml•GYM playlist, what is your recommendation ?21·2 years agoI don’t have any title, but I can tell you one thing. Best music for running are 130bpm.
Most of people use computers just for memes and emails, so yea, it is never obsoleted
banana_meccanica@feddit.itto Asklemmy@lemmy.ml•Do you think the Internet and websites with 'voting' systems encourage hivemind thinking and discourage any debate or discourse? Solutions?21·2 years agoI think that human nature is not meant to be universally shared in all its communities and that indeed there will always be the desire to have divisions, this to bind more with single individuals who become then family or friends. Being friends of all, but also only friendly, is a counter-evolutionary fantasy. The Internet is inadequate for long-range relationships, this is evident to all those who frequent large virtual communities. I sugget (even to myself) to press x more often.
banana_meccanica@feddit.itOPto Asklemmy@lemmy.ml•Importance of a low intellectual quotient1·2 years agoI think we are at different levels of understanding, as many other users cannot see what is the intellectual disability is. I’ve known this person for almost eight weeks,we talk everyday, she’s not stupid, she doesn’t do anything stupid, but she has an intellectual disability.
banana_meccanica@feddit.itOPto Asklemmy@lemmy.ml•Importance of a low intellectual quotient11·2 years agoI’m not assuming, she showed up saying she had an intellectual decifict, a certified disability. I am a volunteer and I can recognize people with a disability, it is not the fantasy or stereotype any, this person lives in a reality of disability. Is that clear? is it possible that it is not clear and should be an impression? We talk everyday, the disabled exist, are certified and recognize. I like her, she’s sweet and pretty, not quiet, not anxiety, as a friend she’s perfect, her intellectual disability is not relevant, but in an intimate relationship I think there are other considerations, so the question.
banana_meccanica@feddit.itOPto Asklemmy@lemmy.ml•Importance of a low intellectual quotient33·2 years agoNo that’s not what I said. Specifically, it is not a secret to me or her an official disability certification by doctors that concerns a low intelective quotient, it is not the banality that many users have understood as an offence, here we talk about disability.
banana_meccanica@feddit.itOPto Asklemmy@lemmy.ml•Importance of a low intellectual quotient1·2 years agoMeans that when talking together there is a lack of sharing and as an answer you receive only monosyllables as: Yes, no or OK.
banana_meccanica@feddit.itOPto Asklemmy@lemmy.ml•Importance of a low intellectual quotient28·2 years agoThanks for sharing, not exactly the kind of lack of intellect I was talking about, but I understand what you mean. The girl I’m talking about wouldn’t be able to understand that some drunk boys are offending us, maybe she would smile thinking that everything is going well.
banana_meccanica@feddit.itOPto Asklemmy@lemmy.ml•Importance of a low intellectual quotient25·2 years agoI wonder if other qualities can overcome this, if perhaps intelligence in a relationship does not need (i have never had a relationship)
banana_meccanica@feddit.itOPto Asklemmy@lemmy.ml•Importance of a low intellectual quotient21·2 years agoYes the feeling to taking advantage is something, not casual sex or long term, i’m talking about the beginning.
banana_meccanica@feddit.itOPto Asklemmy@lemmy.ml•Importance of a low intellectual quotient411·2 years agoShould I start a more intimate relationship? Does anyone have similar experiences? Can this difference of intelligence create unpleasant situations for both of us?
Will be even more realistic with spongebob naked.
How much are you sure about it? Because I don’t really feeling
Still everything is now ashes, dust in the wind, nothing. All this fun hobbies are now only a meanless memory, I didn’t have nothing back, all the fun you say is become, for me, hate. Hate to have wasted my time laughing like a fool behind videogames, books, even sports, telling myself that was okay, creating a big lie that hobby was something important, just to see it ending without any result. So that’s the point, limited time sure it’s everything, but meaning is also everything in this life.